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Friday, March 13, 2009
everything just seems so wrong...
just when i thought everything were going smoothly,something just has to ruin it all.although we've only know each other fer a couple of months,we hit off real well.i thought it was predestined fer us to be close and best friends,but no.i dont understand what happened but after da AK workshop you've changed tremendously.i really wished i knew what you were thinking of...when you said "i'm just uncomfortable about you making plans so early..." i knew something was wrong but i thought i was thinking too much.until you said "we may not be that close anymore" its like piercing a sharp bladed sword through my heart.maybe i'm too sensitive,but i'm just like that.after that,you smsed me "all my friends are hi-bye friends...",HA! how naive i was to say i wont be,when you actually meant that its the way you're treating your friends now.i really really want to have you as a best and close friends,but on seeing the way things are going,this friendship will end today.i'm hurt deeply,but nevermind cause time is the medicine for my "wound".i'm sick and tired of all this,I really AM!hiax...we shouldnt have crossed path.its a wrong move for me to choose this path.I feel so sorry for myself,although my friend kept telling me to be strong and move on with life.the ONLY constant is CHANGE.I dont wish to believe this saying but unfortunately its v.true...i'm grieving over it.but so what its just my wishful thinking all along.what forever,天长地久,一生一世 its all crap,unless someone can influence me to change this mindset,it'll be like that til the blow is over...yupp indeed love is to let go not hold on.aishiteru as a friend but guess its totally over now.i take relationships too seriously thus,i always end up in deep hurt when such things happen.but i'll grow up.i'm too naive now.saranghaeyo every of my `friends`gans`cliques`exfriends`exgans(:


tadas~ @1:23 PM